14.

today is day 14 of nablopomo and i need to post something.

i don't have anything funny or thoughtful to write about today.

to be honest the past few days have been pretty rough. my family and i found out some really bad news about someone who is very dear to us. i can't share details, truth is i don't want to.

i've been thinking and thinking about it ever since i found out. today the thoughts finally escaped me, the emotions flowed out and continue to empty in the form of big tears.

this has brought back some sadness and anger from situations in the past as well.

there are people and a family out there that must be hurting because of these situations. i want so badly to do something, anything, to help...but i can't.

that is where i am today, day 14.